It has been a struggle of mine for the past few years and to finally get a name on it is somewhat of a relief.
But i am not taking to well to the medications i have tried. I was first prescribed adderall 10mg...didnt help one bit.
she bumped me up to 20mg. also didnt help. so i decided to take both of them throught the day.
It made somewhat of a difference but not enough. i was taking them late in the day around 12pm so that i wouldnt fall asleep on my 45 min drive home from work everyday. and even then i barley survived my drives home. adderall made me sick every day and i noticed i was very aggressive and agitated all the time. i hated the way i felt and acted while using it. i tried it for about 3 months and had no improvement.
So, my neurologist gave me samples of Nuvigil, which i was excited to try because i heard good things about it. Even worse
i felt even more sick now than i did before and it didnt keep me awake at all. i didnt eat for days, and when i did eat, i'd lose my appetite after the first bite.
I also started feeling severely depressed. i tried looking it up to see if anyone else had this side effect but it didnt seem to be common. I probably cried every single day while i was on it and had terrible suicidal thoughts because i was just so tired of dealing with this issue and not getting anywhere.
I stopped taking Nuvigil cause it made me a terrible person and iv been off of everything for about 2 weeks.
sad to say iv been playing phone tag with my dr to try something else but i havnt had any luck with a response yet. im doing my best with vitamins and i want to exercise to try to get my endurance to do things up, but i cant. i fall asleep and feel almost paralyzed. im afraid i am going to gain all the weight that i lost back and just become terribly out of shape because i cant seem to focus on doing anything.
i just recieved my package of Xyrem. I'm going to start that tonight and hopefully see some improvement in my day.
but i'd still like some advice on what i can do to cope and what kind of lifestyle changes i should make to help me out.
Please and Thank you,
Meagen










