That said, I want to ask you if any of you given up on treatment because the side effects of these drugs are just too much? I hate them so much. I'm going to make a list of everything I've tried:
methyphenidate - generic and the Ritalin brand
dextroamphetamine - generic and GSK dexedrine brand tablets and spansules
Adderall - unsure of brand, probably a generic
Modafinil - provigil brand
The only one of these things I found tolerable and useful was the GSK dexedrine brand 5mg tablet. It's no longer being made so I can't get it. What is available is the worst drug I've ever had the misfortune of taking (manufactured by Barr I believe, awful stuff, I question whether it is even dexedrine).
I don't like how any of these drugs make me feel, generally. I don't feel like myself at all. I feel drugged and I hate it. And they don't completely stop the sleep attacks anyway, at least not at the doses I can tolerate. Only modafinil was good at that, but it kept me awake for ages, like 2 days!! I'd never sleep if I took it!
Currently my doctor is attempting to get my insurance to cover xyrem. I don't want to get my hopes up too high but I can feel that happening and I know it's not good because I'll probably be let down later. I have rotten luck with drugs, being one who always gets all the terrible side effects
My doctor is the smartest guy I know and super nice too, so I feel like a jacka** because I'm not doing well with these treatments. I feel like it's my fault, I'm too picky or something.
Have any of you just said screw it and don't drive or work or anything? The whole thing is depressing me so much I can't stand it. I wish I had someone to talk to who can understand what I'm going through. It seems like so many PWN are able to take meds that help and I'm left out of that because I hate the side effects so much.
I probably wanted to say more but I'm tired now.










