I asked my doctor "what about the cataplexy then?" and she didn't really seem to know what to say. I asked her if it was possible that I could have cataplexy without having narcolepsy. She said it would be extremely rare. I looked at her like "okay, what then?" and she sat there kind of stumped for a minute. Then she told me to note the cataplexy on my sleep diary that she's tasked me with keeping for the next 6 weeks.
So, friends, now I am super confused. I was almost certain, as was my doctor, that I had narcolepsy. But the sleep studies are saying otherwise. Is it possible I have cataplexy but no narcolepsy, and that I just happen to have other EDS and sleep disorder problems? Is it possible that what I am experiencing isn't actually cataplexy after all? I know cataplexy is different for everyone, but I'm hoping someone can help me figure this out better. I read some stories on here that sound exactly like me, and others that I can't really relate to (like the cataplexy lasting 30 minutes, or 3 hours).
A description of what I experience that I assumed was cataplexy:
Ever since I can remember, my knees have buckled when I laugh at something especially hilarious. Sometimes it gets to the point where I am halfway to the ground on my knees. Recently it has gotten to the point where I will actually collapse onto the floor. It's like it has spread from just my knees/legs to more parts of my body. If I am sitting down and watching tv and I laugh, my arms, shoulders, and legs will just go limp and tingly. If my back is not supported, I'll kind of flop backwards off the arm of the couch or whatever and my head will dangle too because my neck won't be able to hold my head up. If it gets to the point where I am flopping backwards or collapsing onto the floor, it usually goes like this: I laugh, I feel the flimsiness/tingling, I drop, I try to get up, I can't because I'm still feeling flimsy/tingly, sometimes I flop multiple times. Lately I've just been kind of giving up and stay collapsed until the hilarity is over. Usually during this, I am still laughing. I don't look like I am passing out or whatever, because I am laughing (or at least smiling, I think), and I just collapse and it feels like my muscles were replaced with jelly. Also, tickling is HORRIBLE. I hate being tickled and kind of dread it because every time I get tickled, I just kind of... er... well, I fall useless, pretty much. I'm limp and weak and can't breathe and can't do anything to try to make them stop. It's like when someone tickles me they press this "seize" button and I'm left at their mercy with no way to show/explain that I can't breathe or move and that I'm actually not having fun. God, that would be a horrible way to be assaulted, wouldn't it?
When I get into arguments or whatever with my boyfriend, it also happens. One time he said something that shocked me so completely that I just fell straight forward onto the floor (and luckily I just barely missed faceplanting onto the back of my couch). I lay there for about a minute before I was able to try to get up, and even then I felt the same kind of flimsy feeling as I tried to get up. Often times if I get sad, I will have similar issues, where I won't be able to move or speak or respond and it is very frustrating. Usually with that, there is so sudden collapse because I am already sitting or lying down, then I just realize I can't move and can't speak. One night I was very sad and was kind of in this weird state for a few hours. I wasn't paralyzed, but just about. All I could do was sit and not move (it took a LOT of effort to try to move the tip of my finger, even) and not speak or anything. It was terribly frustrating because it just made me more sad and in turn that just made it worse.
Also, after all of these "cataplexy" episodes, I feel very exhausted and just want to go to sleep.
And now I'm being told that I don't have narcolepsy and so I probably *don't* have cataplexy? Can anyone offer some insight?










